<sub>...Did you get anti-depressants?
I guess the times we've seen eachother recently, everyone else has been around
so we haven't really had a lot of time to talk.

I've been on my anti-depressants for around two months now,
and it lifts it a bit, but there's still that depression that will always remain.
Your brain isn't something perfect, you can't expect to be cured with some sort of panacea, so quickly.
It sounds so lame, but we think with our brains and live with our hearts. We might know that we have the world ahead of us, and technically, things might be okay, but that doesn't change that aching sadness that persists slowly but surely. Like a faucet that wasn't turned off all the way,
and drips every so often, enough to make a puddle.

You can't set a set date on when your depression will lift. Mine has gone on and off for a very long time, and is probably the worse it's been, now, since my step mom.
I thought it was gone, last year, but-
It's just not a set science. You won't notice that it's left until it's been gone for years. And when that'll be, who knows.</sub>

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And the time will come when you see we're all one, and life flows within you and without you.

yes i did, the doctor said that she was worried about my well being because i was so depressed and she said on the levels of depression i am a 1 (ten is the happiest) not even i knew i was that sad

yeah we havent had any time to talk, thats why iv been calling you alot, that doesent seen to be getting anywere though