i dont realy get what im feeling right now, my life is pretty happy and hes been the best its ever been in like a year but behind all of it is this depression that i dint realy understand, i think its the pills doing a half ass job. . . . .yes that must be it


(sorry just speaking to myself here)

dam when do these pills kick in so i can just hide myself more. . . . . .

ok school starts tomorrow, yippy. . . . i get to wake up at a normal time instead of at like 2 im the afternoon and then go to sleep at a normal time. . . . . thats the only reason i HATE school, i love my sleep time, anyone else agree?

so in the mean time you can listen to this and i can wake up early in the mornings [link]












im lez for shikira <3

well i finaly pick what kind of puppy i want to get and the pick is aaaaaa australian shepherd! YAY, so last night me and my mom went to a dreeder down the street, they had 2 males and one female. they were all good tempered puppys but of the 2 males i picked the bigger of the two and he is so adorable! hes a blue tricolor with two bright blue eyes! he loves to cuddle and play (awww =w and since hes so big he plops around when he walks and he trips over his huge paws, what realy closed the deal on him is that on his side hes has a black mark that looks like a butterfly wich makes him ten times cuter! today at 4 were going to pick him up to bring him home! i cant wait to cuddle with him awwww, i just hope my other dog doesent get jelous!


wish me luck!